Saya Demam Panas, miss my parents

semalm tekak tetibe rase cam x syok, so umi gi la mintak ubat kwn blik depan. Tapi pagi td tetibe badan umi rase panas sangat. So i deside to go to UK (unit Kesihatan). and the doctor give me so remedy(ceh..) tp y peliknyer ubat demam xda, paracetamol pon xde!! heran tu.i got MC, so x yah gi koko la.

i never felt the hot fever like this before. my lips turn really red,bak delima ceh.. over lak. I wonder if it's H1N1. i'm so scared when my mind just thinking about DEATH. saya takut sangt2. ptg td i call my mom, but my father is on the phone!! i dont know why my tears just came out ridiculusly hahaha.... i just missing my parents!! biasa la da sakit ru nak terinagt kat parents. bru teringat dosa2 yg dah penah buat.. my tears come out again.. hahah.. tetibe mase makan nasi jah cakap. her sister told her that ada hikmah yg derang xda mak so satu dosa da takda! jah lost her mother when she was 5 years old. sedih sangat umi tetibe nangis lagi bru umi sedar umi byk gak dosa nagn mak. umi penah cakp ah, la mak suruh umi buat mcm-mcm umi x buat. bru umi teringat!!! mak i'm sorry! i never meant to do all that things like that maybe i just a kid that time. kolo balik cuti nanti umi akan terus peluk mak n apak. i just want to say sorry and thanks kerana membesarkan umi sampi da gemuk cam nie. hehehe

bile da duduk jauh dri parent bru dapt rase sume nie. umi bersyukur yg umi dah pandai berdikari. i guess hahahah